hecter wrote:Does this mean I am damned, though?
That's not for me to know.
hecter wrote:I COULD call myself a Christian, and say I believe in God, and go to church and all that fun stuff, but I'd be lying to myself and everybody else if I did.
Well then I'm glad you don't.
hecter wrote:It's just the way I am. Why should I be damned for that?
You won't be damned for being "who you are." You will be "damning" yourself by not fulfilling the very reason for which you were created.
Shitman079 wrote:vain....stubborn....proud....
Maybe these are virtues allowed only to the followers of the "correct".
They certainly are not allowed. Those who are "correct" and practice them are known as "hypocrites." Everyone falls into hypocrisy at some point, of course, but someone who claims to be Christian but consistently acts "vain", etc, is likely comparable to the Pharisees.
Snorri1234 wrote:As I said earlier, if someone walks up to you and says "give me your money or I'll shoot you", is that a real choice? Would you actually think about the choice, or go with the one that is less worse? And I don't mean, go with what you think is the best choice, but go with what is undoubtely the best choice.
In short: Do you actually think there are people who believe in God but choose to reject him? People who conciously reject God, even though he is love and perfection in every way?
Yes. It is a real choice. And it's not just with the choice to follow God, there are choices Christians have to make every day which are just like it.
For instance. Many teenager Catholics, myself certainly included, struggle with masturbation. Please note that if you want to discuss the issue of masturbation itself, make a new thread, I'm just using it as an example.
Anywho, masturbation is a mortal sin according to Catholic theology. You cannot enter heaven with a mortal sin on your soul. But I do it anyways.
Why? Why do I fall into it even though I know that the consequences could be eternal? Simple. I rationalize to satisfy my desire for pleasure. I intentionally push down my conscience and reason which is screaming "don't do it." These past few years as a teenager in south orange county my mind grew accustomed to the idea of pleasure and leisure being paramount. My moral discipline failed over and over again, all over the place I'd be succumbing to pleasure, spending huge amounts of my paycheck on food and general pleasure.
So why do we make obviously fatal choices? Simple, because humans are not always desirous of the truth. Our happiness depends on that truth, but the pleasure principle has desires besides out ultimate happiness.
A bit of a roundabout way of answering the question, but I hope it helps. I can't judge atheists because I'm not God, but I don't doubt that many of them commit the sin of rejecting God for much the same reason that I commit the sin of masturbation.